Sunday, December 25, 2011

2011 cosplay history

2011 almost end and 2011 is my second year of cosplaying =w=
because of cosplaying i met a lot of new friend and i learn a lot from it 8D

I love cosplay and i still learning ^^
thanks to all my cosplay friend that willing to help me in term of asking help in making prop,become my partner and asking for me to fill in some character ^^

so,here is the character that i did for this year
not much,and actually there is one more character but dont have any picture of it ^^;;

some of the character such as tewi,lucy and flandre wig and costume does not belong to me ^^
cosplay that i really proud of is lilith aensland ^^ I am happy that i manage to debuted my old fav character ^^

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

review on CF n a sad news

firstly,i will go to the sad news first

one of my cat named debab passed away this morning due to a heart attack.last night he having a very hard time to breathe.
i cry when i saw him struggling to get air T^T
but as what my mum told me, "its already his time,its better for him to go than feel in pain" so,all of my family just stay with debab and wait till his last breath.

here,a picture of debab.


ok,now a review from last saturday and sunday ACG event named Comic Fiesta.

day 1:



why i act like that?
because most of the cosplayer are been kept in one hall for like 3-4 hours =.=
at first i was at the booth after changing into my costume,then i received a phone call from one of my friend,she want to meet up,so i went outside from the booth hall to meet her at hallway.
i end up meet up some of my friend,so we wait together,then one of the CF community said we cant gather there (as if we are doing some kind of illegal stuff),so we end up go to hall 4 (the photoshoot area).
this is the best part,once u go there,u cant go out,if u want,there is a super freaky long queue OTL 
i stuck there at least 4 hours...starving...thirsty...bored..frustrating...
thank god there is one of my friend buy us some food and my bro willing to stuck with us coz he bring some food for us to share
so,we end up like a picnic and we entertained ourself with dancing n music.

the reason CF community did that because at that moment the KLCC management butt in and want to control the event =.= due there is Iphone launch and the Ifag called us weirdo,so we need to locked in one place so they cant see? stupid la... D<
plus outside of the hall,there is around 20 people that;s invoved with the "BERSIH" thingy =.= i dont mind you want to do,but why from all the places n time,u guys want to crashed the event??WHYY???~~~~!!!

I even not having fun debuting my fav character -.-
I was having second thought of having debuting lilith aensland on second day or not since i was pissed off but since i already worked on it like 5 months..and one of my friend named shin helped me a lot on making the wing...
so,i decided i will do it!

day 2:

i debuted my old classic fav character,lilith aensland~~
well,the second day is much way better than day 1 since i hear the KLCC management didnt butt in.
but me n my partner having a hard time to walk with the big wing and our feet are in pain due to wearing a high heel =w= 
some of people dont recognize our character coz its old.
well,we bump into a pervert photographer also,asking to do some cleavage shoot =.= i know the person named but i dont want to put it here.
day 2 i really scold some of the people coz taking pic without permission,its already written at the booklet rules n regulation. 
its not that hard to ask and we cosplayer willing to pose for you =.= 

well,here is some of the pic

me and my partner (full body shot)

half body shot

credit to the photograher,i just took this from facebook XD

and there is one more thing i pissed off on day 2,at the end of the event,one of the KLCC security try to break my wing and throw it away D<
here is the pic

see what he hold?that's my wing,he did this when we all are having a end dance.
see that one bag?that's my bag,and the wing is one the table,of coz i still want it D<
thank god one of my friend saw this and called him to put it away back,no harm is done
but still,dont touch other people property la D<

Sunday, December 11, 2011


i know i should go finish all my pending work but i totally in lazy mode now OTL instead i making a random artwork XD

probably coz lately there is a lot of drama been happening in cosplay community lately (glad i not involved,i just a spectator =p )

well,here is the artwork~~

done with copic marker (i too lazy to search my pencil tat time so i just grab copic marker since its near to me XD )

Thursday, December 8, 2011


lately i been having 3 nightmare related to this upcoming event,CF

oh god..i dont like it >A<

first dream:

i was at the event hall and one of my friend ask if i want to change cloth (into cosplay costume),then when i check my bag,i forgot to bring the costume
-then i somehow woke up,well,its normal for me to have this kind of dream

second dream:
i was at the event hall (again),i saw all my doujin member was busy setting up the booth and so on,my friend already change into .....(i not gonna say,its still a secret this character,lol) so i also wanted to go change,and again i forgot to bring the costume.i was panicked,so i closed my eye n repeated said "this is just a dream" but after i open my eyes,i still at the event hall,i screamed n almost crying,lol
-then i woke up,i was sweating and glad i still got time to finish the prop and so on

at this moment,i though i wont have this kind of dream anymore coz i mostly 98% ready and almost finish everything but....i was wrong...

third dream:
same thing,almost the same like the second dream situation and i did closed my eyes in this dream but the best part,all my friends said that this is real,i almost cry that time =w=
-but then i woke up~

well,this might means nothing and not scary at all,but for me its nightmare,and i will make sure i will get everything ready before the event next week >A<

p.s:not only me having a nightmare,most all my doujin group also had nightmare XDXD *combo nightmare!!*

Sunday, December 4, 2011


i finally done with the big wing *clapclap*

took me around 3 days to fully finish it with the help from my lovely friend,charlene n wen ^^
thanks you guys ^^ (love u all)

now i only need to buy corset to put it behind my back,next week i will go buy~~ =w=

now,the prop is done,i need to finish the illustration n the persona 4 keychain leftover *rush rush*
CF is getting near,only 12 days to go >A<

the big wing~
can see how big compare to my small body XD
its quiet heavy also =p

i add up some bone claw on top of each wing

now,this is the artwork this week
vocaloid fanart
sad emotion theme

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

i still here

after so long i didnt upload anything at here,lol >.<  i still alive

i remaking the lilith head look much way better than the old one

the old one,wont stand

art for the week
hatsune miku fanart
manually done
pencil color
copic marker

so,i not sure what i should write but here some picture XD (lol,this blog becoming a picture directory than a blog)

Saturday, November 12, 2011

oh yeah!

finally my red boot for my lilith cosplay is here *shed tears*

its super super red,lol XD and i love it so much,well,its not the exactly the same look but its fine for me already ^^

now i only need to practice walking on it,i never have this kind of high heel O_o most of the time i only wear wedges.because i dont want to fall over when walking in the event hall later or i might need to run (who knows)

this evening i also try wearing the full set of lilith costume (well,without the wing) you know what?


my dream is finally coming true TAT

now i only need to do the wing,stuff for BUFFLLAMAS ^^

coz the day 1 cosplay plan already almost done,only need wait for the wig
day 2,wing

doujin stuff
-one shot manga.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011


i was tagged by my friend
it was fun while doing this stuff

Tuesday, November 1, 2011


I actually happy right now because finally my dream cosplaying bambi that is heroine from Tokimeki memorial 3rd story is coming true

almost done with it,i can say its 95% since i didnt get the wig yet >.< i hope it can come before december 8D
i choosing a date outfit,and of coz!i doing the outfit that sakurai ruka love

cute + sexy look

well,no pic for now since i dont have the wig right now but i tempted to take picture of the outfit >A<

and i will doing the photoshoot for it but i havent get the place and photographer yet OTL
but i have a lot of idea for it 8D
and since there is no one will cosplaying ruka for me,so i dragged one of my friend to become my "ruka",lol XD
since he ok with it then its settle =3
hopefully the photoshoot can come out as i planned coz i want it to become reversed,what i mean is..
if any of you had seen/play the game,the heroine wont show in any image,only in chibi version only.
so,i decided to not fully show ruka in the photoshoot ^^ so,its reversed,do not show the bishie guys,only show the beauty of the heroine >D  *headslamonthewall*

"who do you like more?the flower or me?"

"ohhh~where are you looking at?you such a pervert girl >D "

p.s:the quote i just make it up XD its not from directly in game since i had forgotten the dialog =p

Monday, October 31, 2011

black rock shooter

well,this isnt a new artwork,i just add some detail on it such as the shading using coffee.
wow,after long time didnt touch brush,my hand are shaking when using it OTL
and i having hard time to control the wetness of the color *headdesk*

Saturday, October 29, 2011

the battle of alice

well,this week i not really feeling very well,but i managed to do an artwork
its a fanart of alice from touhou project,this artwork is for my friend song cover.

its still w.i.p because i will color it soon


Wednesday, October 19, 2011


after more than 24 hours non stop staring at the pc..
i getting sick of staring and coloring *throw pc out of the window*

lol,now i finally finish the first part of persona 4 keychain
(please clap hand =w= )

ok,i getting crazy.

just now i took a nap around 30 minutes,thank goodness there are my fav series on show,that is "walking of the dead" so,my mum woke me up,so i was awake and i continue finishing this stuff, i dont make any sense..
i just rabble around what's in my head now =________________________________=

oh well,here is it.

rm5 per each


now...i off to bed *crawl*

Tuesday, October 18, 2011


i been non-stop posting lately XD
please bear with me ok =p

here is the sample of persona 4 keychain,well,its still havent finish yet but i giving a rough idea how the keychain would like if i later print it,laminate it and cut it ^^

and if anyone of u interested with my previous keychain,pokemon,and scare if the keychain will get torn or easily get dirty,dont worry,i print it with art paper,so its kinda a thick paper and good quality and plus i laminate it so it wont easily bend.
so,if anyone want to buy,i accept paypal also if u outside of malaysia ^^

well,moving on posting the sample keychain

Sunday, October 16, 2011

new project

new project for my doujin group,BUFFLLAMAS

i currently working on persona 4 keychain ^^

as you can see,this week there is an ACG event on saturday and i was planning to finish some of it and try to sell at there.
its a rush,i know >.<
i was planning to debut it at CF this december but i cant hold my excitement XD and i want to see how is the response ^^

well,i just finished inking it just now,tonight or tomorrow i will start color it 8D

the price wont be the same as the pokemon,why?
because the size is bigger than the pokemon XD

well,here is the progress now



-dojima and nanako

huhu,anyone interested >D


sometime when i ever i post an artwork,i didnt get a lot of response or no response at all...

i not going to down some people or make fun of people..

but some of them the drawing not really got but a lot people like it....

mine like nobody bothered about them....

i shouldnt have enter the countdown...

it make me super sad by the few people like my artwork...

yeah,there are a lot of awesome artwork and better than me...

it make me really sad...

sometime i lose confident on myself...

sometime i felt that i should stop drawing...

but if i stop...

i dont have anything else...

i dont have any talent than that....

yeah...i had to admit that sometime i can steal someone awesome skill and make it belong to me..but i cant...

I am slow in learning something new...


come on aya >A<



Friday, October 14, 2011


today i went to midvalley with my lil bro,kyon

at first we plan to watch movie the thing but it seem real steel came out today also,so after my bro checking the thing movie review,so we decided to watch real steel

one thing i had to said about this movie

AWESOME~~!!!! \(^o^)/

I really love the movie so so much.
at first i was i already expected this movie is nice but this is fucking awesome >A<

so,i do recommend people to watch it ^^

must watch movie~~weeeee~~


random artwork for this week
i will try to put new artwork each week

color version (didnt bother to erase the pencil line XDXD)

Monday, October 10, 2011


i feel like that i...


i feel like that i like someone but i not sure >.<

I am scared...

I am scared to get involved in that kind of relationship because of my previous experience =w=


random post is random,lol

doodle 2

another doodle ^^

this time more random stuff on it XD i feel like want to love someone =3=


Thursday, October 6, 2011


hurm..i doubt that no one actually read my blog ^^;;;

i feel like wanted to abandon this blog but oh well,since i already have it so i  just might continue posting new post

this post i will only put my doodle ^^;;

since lately i been playing harvest moon non-stop =p
so,you can see the main character and Cam (one of bishie guy in harvest moon,lol) inside my drawing

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

late animangaki review

this is a late animangaki review post XD

the reason i doing this because i waiting for picture coming out then only i post ^^
animangaki at sunway university

day one

this is the first time i selling the pokemon black and white keychain,i had gained a lot of reaction such as there is one boy ask "what is pokemon black n white?" and i make one new friend 8D she love my keychain =3=

some of the character almost sold out ^^

i cosplay as remilia scarlet from touhou

day two

this is the day where we selling all our touhou stuff only,well,our sales not really good like the day one sale because our booth had moved to another place where its isolated but i like it coz its quiet and far away from all the crowded place =p

i cosplay as hiiragi kagami from lucky star (i wanted to do simple cosplay only)

now picture time~~~

end of picture that was taken in day 1
taken by blur and wei jiat lee (the last photo)

i lazy search other photo so,here,one picture only in day 2 XDXD

taken by hexlord

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

proper pic

i selling some of my doujin stuff

here is the proper pic of vocaloid badges i had made before

RM 4 per piece






and there is pokemon black & white keychain

RM3 per piece






please note me if interested ^^

Saturday, September 3, 2011

new vocaloid badge coming up soon~

yeah,like what the title said


all of this badge design inspired by the vocaloid PV

there is 6 badges,but the last badges wont be reveal now =p
because its a mystery badge,anybody buy the whole set will get it for free.

well,here you are,its still working in progress

well,forgive me for the watermark XD

luka-just be friend
miku-look this way baby
gakupo-dancing samurai

will be up for pre-order soon ^^

Thursday, August 25, 2011

re-ment and cf countdown done

ok,less word on this post but there will be a lot of picture 8D

i starting to collecting re-ment and this is some new re-ment i just bought

ok,done with the re-ment ^^

i finally finish the cf countdown art *A*
i shoo happy~took me around 1 week due to my laziness and deadline is next week >.<
so,had to finish it

i quite happy with the outcome ^^