alright

ok,lately i really in bad mood,i having a super horrible mood swing =______= but i think i might be alright now

so,here is new update with my cosplay prop progress ^^
good news,i already finish with the small wing and the big wing.i just need to figure out how to attached to my back later and gonna do the arm warmer.yesterday i went buy some fabric for it ^^

so,here is the pic of it

this is how i look when i wear it (ignore the face XD )

yeah,i dont have wig stand so i using a tin biscuit =p 

need to buy wig stand soon

jang jang jaaangg~~

the big winnggg~~~

today

well,today almost ended in few more hours..

today is 27th of july..its my birthday and i spend my birthday with making prop and playing DS and do what i do at my daily routine,wow,that is amazing way to spend a birthday.
well,i received a birthday called from my futago (thanks min kim ^^ )

but...
i feel like crying...

OTL OTL OTL OTL

even my parent doesnt remember,so nice~they only realized that after suddenly my youngest bro ask me is it today my birthday? lol

i know that i rarely have a birthday party but i feel sad..
i know its normal for me...
but at least a direct face to face saying happy birthday would be nice...

sigh..
now i keep open the TMGS menu so i can heard my 2D bf say happy birthday to me,lol.

well,happy birthday to me~ ^^

i think i...

lately...
i think i gained weight..
not much,probably 1-2 kg only..

but..
you know what?

I'M HAPPY~~~ Weeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~ *rolling on the floor*

why i am happy?because my body is the type to easy lose and hard to gain back OTL

like last time,one day in fasting month,i managed to lose 5kg =_____= i literally facepalm at that moment.
yes,i underweight >w<  but for those people doesnt know me in real life,i do eat,i dont have anorexia,sometime i eat more than my parent.
At middle of night,i will find something to eat,like right now,even though i just ate baked bean =_____= i still hungry..
i wish there is a mcdonald outlet near my place (is under construction currently)
now i need new pants because some of it kinda tight for me =p happy~

and yes,this week doesnt start very well,i having a mood swing like crazy,in morning i moody like hell,then at night i feel so happy for no reason,now i feel like slightly moody
probably because i not feeling very well now? (i noticed these few years,i easily get sick)

i want lasagna,lol,so random XD
i want my bed..*stare at the bed*
i need to finish the prop...

oh yeah,i redo the wing for lilith coz i put the wrong color,supposed the skeleton of the wing is red but i color it black,lol.

i off to bed now
nite~~

al fatihah...

today around 12 pm my mom received a call from uncle that my grandfather having difficulty to breath so they had to bring them to clinic.So,my parent went back to my grandparent house at 3 pm.I didnt received any call from them untill 5.30 pm.

I cant tag along with them since i need to pick up my youngest brother from school.

Around 7.30 pm,my dad called and he gave me a bad news..

My grandfather passed away.I cant believe it...
Since my uncle told my mom that he was alright in the morning,he can still go to store and buy some food...

He had a small heart attack..

He is 96 years old...
He still strong even in that age,he can cut down tree and drive his bike wherever he want...
He love to lie down and relax under the house where there is a cradle under there..
I will miss him...

sorry for my english..its hard to translate my feeling into english...

al-fatihah to my grandfather

i will always remember you grandpa..

more *A*

oh god,i love myself,i getting inspired to draw more and i can finish it quick =w=

here,another pokemon chibi fan art (more pokemon ftw~)
yeah,forgive me for the watermark (i doing this coz i scare ppl will steal and change it,happen to me before)

pokemon black n white trainer best friend: Bianca 

pokemon black and white trainer best friend : Cheren

i forgot the lower the capacity on this one ^^llll

oh yeah,i decided to make it into a keychain after discussing with one of my best friend ^^ tq.

so,in future after i have enough i will print it and sell it ^^

anyone interested? >D

finish ^^

i finish the pokemon chibi ^^

so,yeah,forgive me for the watermark XD

continue with the pokemon

i decided to continue finishing the chibi pokemon i done last time.

so,here some picture of it.

i have upload this at my blog before 

(sketch)

the second step

(inking)

the third step

(starting to color)

more on the color.havent finish it yet

i still cant decide either i make it into a badge or a keychain. >.<

any suggestion?